Re: Extensive History
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Posted by: Dennis S ® 11/28/2004, 03:57:13

Hi Topaz Moon, My story would reflect why the otherside is not the answer. I was raised in a home were one has no to very limited touch or sexual expression. I grew up thinking sex was something that is saved for a one true love and no one else. That sex was never something one does for there own enjoyment. So when my cousin approuched me I fell head over hills in love. In that sex act I was thinking interms of Adam & Eve and felt we had become as one. I was 14 years old dropped out of school and rode my bike to the farm at the edge of town and drove tractor to provide what I could. Her mother worked out of town so we had her home to live in. When not working I was taking care of kids so she could work or school. I entered the military as young as posible was able to by land traded for home then traded for A luandry & Dry Cleaning Business With money inharited from my father passing when I was 18. Ran the business for 13 years as the kids got older more and more money came up missing till I findly had to close the business. In the 30 year she would cry on my shoulder about her husband none support and said her husband threaten to leave her dead along the Alcan Higway. When he need come home it was for a week and then gone again after a big fight. But they never divorced. Well it all ended when his health started to fail he came home. He past away a few years later and I guess he must have felt guilty her he left her every thing. My guess is three million any way here I am having given everything and having noting more to give at the time am sent packing for fear I was after her money. And basicly told that I was just her sex toy for her enjoyment. By the way the unprofitable business I was in they started the identical business at a cost of over $300,000 that is sound thinking when you have seen someone spend seven day a week eight hours a day and lose it all. The little girl that wish I was her daddy now wishs me dead. She use to say she was my teacher I guess she was I have learned to hate like I never thought posible. After coming across this site I think if only I had seen this 36 years ago or if my family had been incestious the may be I would have known that sex can be fun without the commitment of a marriage type relationship. I most certainly would not have the desire to leave school or home to fill my growing need for affection. How many would exknowledge that is what is happening with the youth this days. Are you still single? Would love to hear more or meet you if that is at all posible. I am currently in the Army serving in Bagdad,Iraq.

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